have not been blogging, I bet you missed me :P

am hella lazy to upload photos- some of you are keeping track of my life via Twitter and Instagram! (Because I don’t even upload much on FB anymore as well..) This can be attributed to my S3 mini’s camera- way better quality than my old Samsung Galaxy S1. Yesss S ONE.

Have been spending most of my time in CAPT. Being fking spoilt by friends and basically becoming a fat spoilt princess. Thanks Diamonds you guys make my life really shiny :> I’d update with photos again- lol this post do you guys zero justice.

Have got to know my neighbourhood peeps better as well! Mealtimes are fun and engaging. Plus I like eating fooooooooood :)) Sadly (yeah really sadly, just received NO NEWS about my senior retention results while everyone else have kind of received good news….) so I guess I won’t be able to see everyone after these 10 days. Spent the entire day moping around and tearing at random sessions lol (even at the dining hall canteen haha I think MT was shocked and quickly changed tack hahah fuq I can’t even emotionally handle myself sometimes). But really thanks guys I have some crazy magic memories here and everyone and everything has been amazing. But I guess all good times will eventually pass. And become memories. Well nice ones at least?

And also I am thankful cos CAPT let me know you better Lingzzz <3 Thanks for everything ;) 

(YL if you are reading this yes I am deliberately leaving you out. HAHA)

Besides CAPT (which is like 60% of my life really)… have been meeting my Hs babies and S2/uni friends :) And on blue moon occasions, my squadmates :) Always glad for your presence in my life dear friends :)

And sports wise- am pleased as pie to play captain ball/frisbee or whatever like at 10 or 11PM. Like where else can you find (a) a place and (b) a willing bunch of people to PLAY?!?!?! SO hard to coordinate usually and this is just really awesome. Haven’t swam in agessssss ever since I moved in though. Softball wise, same old same old. Range has increased and definitely putting in more effort and less resistance to running and drills. Even did extra stuff with Ange in utown! Can somebody please clap for me I feel quite proud of myself HAHA ;) And welcoming the new captains and exco!! Interesting year ahead, what with the newbies coming in and all.

Academic wise: ehhhh well I’m left with one exam and I guess this semester was relatively more boring in content as compared to all my previous semesters. No language mod for me this sem. So strange considered I have been learning Japanese since end of As and have picked up French for two semesters. Life is weirdddd and I think I might have lost my touch as well.

Music wise: say YOOOO people. I have finally entered the (amateur) song writing and composing world! Have like 4 songs going on and I hope to record them. Of course all of this would not have been possible without dem awesome friends and fellow music making buddies :> 

21sts: many 21st birthdays this year, haha spending bombs but I’m glad my friends had fun!! Probs won’t be having a party (or having like 6 mini gatherings/parties) and haha was just thinking of presents.. I don’t actually want anything much in my life other than stationery (FOOLSCAP!!!) , food, money, and like flowers lol. Which is honestly quite meh if you’re trying to buy me a ’21st-worthy gift. So I’m here to save your souls now HAHA. I’m thinking of getting an acoustic guitar!! Come friends come share for me ;) And thank you Wenx Jess and squadies for getting me the Kindle waaaaaaay in advance I love you all muacks muacks. ;) 

And I’m serious as fk someone buy me the guitar. (princess mode) HAHA

And dundundun if you wanna know my love life… well I’m still single and free as ever~~ Events and perspectives have been useful in telling me I am nowhere near in commitment mode/ready to go for a relationship mode. So no. Sorry friends hahah I’m just not there yet. It’s not even about the other person anymore, I just don’t wanna settle down (or rather be tied down). (Might end up not getting married in time, ohnoes!!!)

Shall end off here friends! Catch up reallllll soon <3

Cheers and peace out :)

Sometimes when I look back in my life I’m like LOL I must have been nuts to have done that. Was chatting with Junyuan while badminton-ing and lol was reminded that I used to sail. Haha thinking back it was really madness. Me against the sea. Returning home with mad bruises on arms and legs, looking like an abused druggie (because I already have eyebags). No wonder my mum tried (feebly) to stop me. (She knew I wouldn’t, hah) But hey, well. It was helluva ride. Miss the sea and dem sailors but I don’t see myself going back to sail- lost all my guts a long time ago.

Just some other crazy/and amusing/and-or thickskinned shit I have done trololol I don’t even know what I was thinking then???

• jamming with a guitar owner in Thailand. Lol. Cause I was excited as heck to see ukes and guitars in the shopping mall. Haha.
• going to audition when I *just* learnt vibrato (LOL my teacher later told me he was kinda appalled but amused that I had the guts to do it anyways. Haha thick skin for the win? But see where this got me! Experience + I learnt vibrato and Vivaldi in a short time didn’t I?
• singing in the lift. Lol fking madness
• sitting for JLPT and actually passing it. LOL shock of my teacher’s life. (I miss Bunka though)
• leaving exam hall early twice in a day. haha I’m either a goner or …not. (hopefully the latter.)
• random stuff during softball games. I don’t actually keep count of my strikes haha so I kinda have no stress- I just hit the ball.
• speaking of which, lol for joining a varsity sport at such a noobster level
• taking chances
• signing up for CAPT jusssssssst because I really liked linghong’s room haha
• hijacking a hugeass lecture theatre to watch a movie - lol the cleaners LOL-ed at us 
• dyeing my hair ‘chiffon pink’ HAHA

More to come I guess :) Cheers friends!

I guess sometimes you just need to let go and breathe