Hi. Have been unable to sleep properly these few days- where were the days where I could sleep easily at will? And this, even when I thought I’m over my anxiety. Something must be bugging me then. Maybe restlessness.
Life has been- a flurry of events. Without rigidity and fixed schedules I am free to fill my life with whatever I want. A blessing and a curse. Quoting from Silver Spoon (FMA’S author’s other series)- judge a man by how he spends his money. Or in my case, how I spend my time.
So what have I been doing really:
Mostly I have been reading, reading, reading. Fiction, non-fiction. Self-help, chick lit. Secrets of Marketing. Business tips.
I think my exercise is finally paying off a little bit. Managed to get through half of training and be able to talk and not pant so hard as compared to the first day I went back.
Went to San’s commencement today, will post with photos tomorrow! Right now… I don’t really know what to do with myself. I think I’m really losing my appetite or something, I’m eating little like one small meal a day.
Hopefully by blogging this I can reverse the cycle, maybe I’m just not interested… in food anymore. (Yeah who kidnapped me right)
I think this just signals that I’m changing. More drastically and quickly than I would like. Not in control, not really. :/
Heehee HAPPY GRADUATION FRIENDS <3